May 15, 2003

these past couple of dayz i've been deciding how i should tell the grl i like, but i couldn't...there were things between us...so i held it off...to the bitter end

but today...today was different, first there was a dance tonite so before i go home to get prepared i decided to go to metrotown (a mall for those that don't know) to buy my usual magazines...i got to the train station but didn't see her there....again...i rode till we stopped at the next station and saw her get on...at first she didn't notice me standing by the other doors...i couldn't help mahself and decided to walk over there myself and say hi...at first, i asked if i could take her home, she said "sure, if you want"....i mean, it's a real hard chance to come by...meeting up at the same time, heading in the same direction.....i just had to take it....but then my instincts took over...before we got to her station, we engaged in a conversation...we're both so very shy. my heart on the other hand was pounding like a jack hammer...beating faster and faster...thinking should i? or shouldn't i?....before i knew it...we both got off, for it was her station, we walked side by side till we hit the other end and waited for the next train to come by, and i said "u wanna stay with me till the next train arrives?" the train did arrive in a matter of seconds...and my heart and mouth took over..."you remember awhile back that you told me if you like somebody that you should just go up to them and tell them?" / "yes?" / "well...the person i like is....is u" at that moment i couldn't say another word, as we're both standing there in shock... i couldn't believe i actually told her, and she couldn't believe i told her...to avoid anymore embarresment she told me to get on the train before it leaves...i nodded...and turned away and quickly walked away without looking back...to my surprize, she followed till she was facing me on the other end of the door and said "you should stop joking, call me later and tell me how the dance went ok?" i nodded...the train started to leave...and everything for once....to me, felt very very quiet...

i wish i had a chance like u too =(, hopefully u can have her hehe ;)
but anyways.. i am still hasitating about mine, me too shy hehe
GL la, dont give up !........ yet

i was harsh studderin like a bum... :lol:


:angel: :angel: :angel:

yeah I read that at your site...

well...so she didn't say anything at all? Franky I'm a bit confused still lol
what was your interpretation?

i just didn't want to waste a good chance thats all...

hmm, ok so did anything happen between you guys?

i think she wants to let it be, and leave it the way it is
thats my comment doh... not the fact
but yes yes GL FOR LANCER !!!!!!

unlike me, i dun even have a chance yet *cries*
anyways get bak to the topic

:lol:
icy's smart today

so no, nothing happened to us......yet
ahahaha

well good luck to you two...if not there's always skulks to love :skulk: :skulk: :skulk:

thx lancer ^^ woo hoo i m smart
anyways.... *looks away and check if theres anyone here* *stab the skulks then spray their dead body with HMG, then throw them to the grabage*
wht skulk??? skulks? i dun even c 1 where are they, i wonder....

then I guess you could always love icy

who u telling to love icy???
is it.... u know
lol is it her !?!?!? i do hope so ^^

I was directing that to sparky

how did we get from me likey girl? to me likey icy?
ew....
no offence icy....but ew....

well, what are your thoughts about it? You think you gonna try again? maybe call her or something?

i want.......... *not sparky, no offence =P, or y..e...s.... offence... anyways...* anyone knows jap here?

lol
i want icy...
ahahah
and yes
i called her already
nothing changed

Ooo spill, how'd the convo go?

i'm confused

i wanna call her
but i can't
she's studyin for the finalz

so that's the excuse eh? -_-

i wanna ask her, but duno if thats a good idea or not....

what do u wanna ask?
who do u wanna ask?
icy?
u know im a very busy freelancer, and u know i don't have time for relationships
im sorry icy, ur just gunna hafta find sum other shmoe to b with u

If you know the answer already, then it'd be better to not tell her. For one, it's because you don't want to make the relationship weird between you after you pop a question. But, if she's showing signs that she does like you back, then why not? Go for it or else you'd be wondering all year if she'd accept. Besides, HS is coming to an end soon...

^^
relationship to me don't matter
i just find it better to let things out rather then keep it in
there's no point in thinking if she likes me back or wuteva
i just find it better to say "i like you" and c how it turns out to b
im not desperate for a gf or anything

and besides, i have all summer
ahahhahaa

:nono: you're never getting a girlfriend :nono: :nono: :nono: :nono: :nono: :nono:

ahhahahh
roflmao
ahahhahah

gettin a gf isn't important to me rite now

you'll realise how lonely it is someday sparky..then don't go crying to me when you're a lonely old man. :laugh:

thats ok sparky.. i didnt know ur a girl... anyways...
:cries: LONEY DRIVER !
STREET RACER DONT NEED A GF !
lol i should put that in the quote thingy
btw, so wht if hs is almost finish.... it dun matter yet, still grade 11 ^^

it's already been 3 yrs since my last girlfren
i didn't realli whine about it
...
although the feeling of bein able to hug sumbody with feelings has been very tempting these past few months
im still holding it off

the perfect one will come

sometimes you have to strive for your goal instead of being laid back and having your mind set that it'll come to you... life aint all that easy...

true true
but think about it
even if i do ask her out
or ask anybody out
i wouldn't have the time or money

weekends i work
weekdays are skool (summer skool)

i thought about this myself too
and i came to conclusion to stay at this position

oh the good childhood days...whatever happened to freedom...just saying...after highschool....even next year your going to be A LOT more busy than you are now....so think about it...

^^
life is always too busy for sumthing isn't it...
sacrifices will b made for a relationship
i just think nows not the time thats all

:cries: i never have a gf AND I NEVER WILL
LONEY DRIVER !, STREET RACER DUN NEED A GF ! :cries:

you still have a lot to learn...in relationships...but one has to learn sometime...just when you have a broken heart later on, it might be harder to cope with.... it's happened to people I know...and in personal life...

well i dont have a clue what your talking about......
and gf????????????

you don't read posts do you :shakinghead:

i dun think he does but...
STREET RACER DUN NEED A GF :angry: