Ok. First of all, yesterday morning I found out that 3 kids in my school had been in a car wreck on Friday. One of them died, and the other two are in critical condition, on the verge of death. Well, then I found out that I'd heard of all 3 of them--and I closely know one of them. Ross Burger. Luckily, he didn't die, but according to some people, he's probably not going to make it. Ross isn't like my best-closest-friend-ever-in-the-world, but I know him through my step brother, we've talked a few times and we used to play online games like EverQuest and Counter Strike with each other all the time. He is a really nice, smart and friendly guy. I really don't think he deserved something like this. Also, I found out that a cool guy I've known for awhile that I have 3rd period with, Drew Green, was out yesterday--ends up, they were supposedly driving on the way to his house. He's usually all hyper and happy-go-lucky, but he's probably gonna be destroyed over this. Please keep these two, as well as the other guy and the family of the one who died, in your prayers/thoughts.

Also, though this is nowhere near as important or meaningful as the paragraph above, last night I had a talk with the one some of you know from me as "Peach". Yeah, the girl I've known for a long time from VGS that I started talking to on AIM and stuff a few months ago, and keep rambling on about how she's exactly like me and we agree on everything and she's so awesome etc. Well, truth be told, she's the only female I've really liked in the last few months. I've FLIRTED with some girls, truly, but not "really liked" them. The whole Sandy thing was a fiasco, Lila, and I apologize to you and her for it. Well, I know half of you are gonna just flame me for being such a perv flirt etc. for this, but...oh well. See, a couple weeks ago we were talking a lot and the convo drifted slowly into romantic things, it ends up that (I thought) we felt the /exact/ same way for each other, so secure and happy and all that because we accept everything about each other and are perfectly alike and all that. Well, last night we talked for awhile., but she seemed a bit upset. It took a long time for me to get her to say what's going on, but, according to her, she's not ready for something like this yet--she's horribly shy and everything was so sudden and etc. etc. We talked for awhile after that, and she keeps saying it's not my fault and wants me to look for someone else and etc. (she happens to be one person who has /never/ seen my bad side in the slightest) and she feels really bad for hurting me, althrough I tried my best to shield it since I wanted her to be happy, but, ahh...

I know you'll all flame and comment on the 2nd part--I dont' care, I just wanted to get it off my chest. The first part, though, is quite serious, and I'd be happy if you guys kept it in your thoughts.

So, yeah. I might be less of a hybrid of happy and mean, and more of a simple, true sad for the next little while.

That's a real shame about the kids in the car crash...

That happened to me with some people I knew last year actually.+ R.I.P. Nate +

As for peach I don't know what to say, sorry it didn't work out as hoped for.

yes, that's sad about the kids. That happened at my skool, too.

*cries* This reminds me of this one girl who survived a deadly car crash and lived. Now....well you don't wanna know what happened to her appearence. It's just too awful to say. *cries more*

Hey Sauce I don't think your chance is over with Peach. Sometimes it takes girls a while to make up their minds on something big like that, I'm sure she likes you. If you really connect and you just keep talking like friends, something is sure to happen.

The car crash is terrible, I'll keep them in my thoughts. Losing a friend, even a distant one, is never great but it should be okay.

Anyway it's nice to know what's going on in your life Sauce, I always enjoy reading that kind of stuff about you. Helps me see who you really are.