This thread is only for me to cry and be angry in my dark hole.


This shadowed world, creeping behind that closet door, eating and sucking my energy of life away. Death crawls closer and I wait until that day, because the w orld hates me andl ife is meant for me to explode in agony and lonliness. Where do I come from? Who am I? Why do I deserve to live? Is this life meant for me? Creeping, crawling, eating and darkening the heart of mines. Killing and falling, forcing and menacing through the dark hole I inherit and plow down through.

you remind me of..me.

I do?

Such a dark world that follows me.

The answer that crawls around in hiding, I wait to find it. Although this answer holds a much powerful force, strong enough to destroy, strong enough to manage.

Hatred and emptiness is falling down to me again, something is lurking, and I cannot watch where I feet are. I am now ivisible to the eye of darkness and shadows are just the strings of a guitar.

A stroke of these strings bring life, but one bad stroke can leave life to a pummeling hole of end and judgement. I have love, it is just, hatred wants me back.

Force will be acted, and, time will be leveled.

Weight and balance. Darkness and refuge. Light and honor.

This world that watches me; watches you, is crawling deeper into the slumber of mayhem.

For years that passed, finally the time has come, to bring upon a war.
War of machines, against humans and time itself.

We are the humans; or are we?
We are the machines, bright and yet hard ast he steel we are.

Humantic and mechanic, lifeless and soulless.
We are living. We are smiling. We are crying.

This is the world of war; or darkness; or endless days.

Battles of humans and machines; we are...the fighters of our own true blood.
Fighting ourselves within the dirt of rivalry and machines of pail obsolete.

LIVE FOR HONOR, LIVE FOR LIFE.
explode FOR LOVE, HATE FOR STRIFE.
BREAK FOR LIGHT, KISS FOR SENSE.
SHATTER FOR ME, CRY FOR EXISTENCE.

wow you're a great poet!

Those look like poems.....

Thank you, I'm glad you find these good poems.

Today I feel lonely, love has shattered my soul apart.
Where is my love to be, for today is a broken heart.
I feel so alone and crushed inside.
For no love loves me and I wish I died.

Where is the world, when I walk on two feet?
My feet are broken, but I struggle to meet.
Why does love and the world hate me so bad?
Is it because I am lonely, or because I'm sad?
I may be sounding dumb right now, but m heart feels cold.
Without her warmth and paradise, I feel like an empty soul.

Where could she have gone, for I want her by my side.
I know she can never be on forever, for I have to cry.
Tears of sadness and loneliness without her.
It feels deadly and dark when I am colder.
It gets cold when she is never around me.
That's why the feeling arises, trying to destroy thee.

Please come back my love, I'm sorry if I have hurt you.
If I have done anything wrong, forgive me, I didn't mean to.
It's you I love, and no one else I would trade you for.
For the light that shines is your bright halo galore.
Don't leave me, again I am sorry.
Forgive me, I wish I have died in glory.

The night grows colder, and I am not with you.
My sorrows grows darker and my mind falls blue.
My eyes turn black, and meaningless to life.
Please come back my love, for you're all I've got to strive.
You made my life paradise, and without it I feel dead.
If I was too have a choice to explode, I would rather get beheaded.

You are all I think about, so please do not go.
My heart is black now, and lonely until you show.
If you come back into my arms, I will be happy again.
For now I am lonely, and without you, I'm just a empty boat without land.

I love you, please come back.
The days are short, for my heart now is only colored black.

dude... your as spacey as me o_O

so much in common.

Common- Has AEs or Aliens in them, Spacy, poets

Diff- Relgion..

nice

Thank you. We may have differ religions, but that will not stop a freindship.

Hallways cross and turn to the unseen light.

Mooooooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkki?!?! Do you ever go on BYOND???? ^^ You are such a great poet! Can you teach me ^^

Oh yes! I will teach you poetry! But no! I don't go to BYOND anymore, I stay here where all my friends are!!! ^_^

:ball:

why do you not go on byond, though?

Well BYOND got kinda of boring...not to be mean, but I have more fun on the forums.

I see :D Byond does get boring sometimes! :D

I agree!!! :lol:

Promise that the world is a possiblity.

The arc of mankind's darkness, risens from the sand of shadows.
Bleeding from the eyes of hatred, this darkness pummels and grows.
Yet left behind a unseen light, obliterating itself to termination.
Rake off the leaves of death, and tears of annihilation.
We cry for those that di.e, and cry for many things.
We cry for love ones passed away, and even cry for ourselves; we sing.
Light can bring trust and honor, for dark can do the same.
Although the shadows are much darker, so possibilities grow dim.
I feel lost today, no where to run to.
No arms wide open, for me to fall upon through.
I don't hate myself, I don't don't hate you.
Hatred are for those with lives of pain, lives without truth.
At least give me a hug, for I am lost and darkened.
What happened to the clouds, when I saw them kissing.
It is grim today and I feel jagged, like a knife on sharp edges.
Unlike the tip of a sword, I feel much sharper and yet dragged.
My mind is tried, but I feel not asleep.
I cannot sleep, for my destiny awaits for me.
Fate is what we make, and I must make that wonderful.
For the future is not set, and I must make it beautiful.
Maybe someday, I would get my dream, so I would never have to suffer.
Maybe that day is today, or tommorow or next summer.
I don't really care what day anymore, for I wait patiently for it to come.
So when it does rise in my arms, love and peace shall soon bloom.
This is my life, and more is yet to be discovered.
The world is my basement, and upstairs is my cupboard.
I never make sense, although I understand everything I'm saying.
You can tease me all you want, words are just words, like playing.
I need more friends, for friendships are forever.
Love is the same way, but that lasts together.
My wish is to become a dragon with my love in my next life, to fly.
My wonders are to have friends like you, for friendships never di.e.

I have a site of my songs, check a few of them. I'm still making more.
My Webpage

Rub Rabbit Run!

I, I can't believe.
Believe that I, have lost in a place of hatred.
I, I can't believe.
Believe that I, have fallen into the hole,
Of Darkness.
Why, am I lost in this world?
And Why, why are these questions so unpredictable?
Why, do you run in the hole?
Run Rabbit Run!
When we say goodbye,
We're all coming home.

Why, am I lost in this world?
And Why, why are these questions so unpredictable?
Why, do you run in the hole?
Run Rabbit Run!
When we say goodbye,
We're all coming home.

Why, am I lost in this world?
And Why, why are these questions so unpredictable?
Why, do you run in the hole?
Run Rabbit Run!
When we say goodbye,
We're all coming home.
When we're all coming home.

Why, is there a hole next to me?
Maybe if I, sit by the tree of his misery.
Maybe, we just say goodbye,
Then our dreams come true someday.

Why, am I lost in this world?
And Why, why are these questions so unpredictable?
Why, do you run in the hole?
Run Rabbit Run!
When we say goodbye,
We're all coming home.
When we're all coming home.


Darkness Has Come

When the darkness comes, we'll be all alone.
When the darkness rises, we'll alone, alone.
When the darkness comes, we'll be all alone.
When the darkness comes, we'll be dying alone.
Where do you run around this world,
Trying to find the days that we have lost,
In the tombs of death.

Why, where do we go when we explode?
Is there a heaven or a volcano?
If you believe, then I won't as well.

The darkness has come, and we're all alone.
The darkness has risen, and we're all alone.
The darkness has come, and we're all alone.
The darkness has risen, and we're all dying alone.

And we're running, into the tombs of death.
Trying to make back what we have lost,
Inside what's in front of our minds.

Running back to home, wish we were,
The rabbits that we were.
But now we're shotten down and died,
Wish I wasn't dead before you cried.

The darkness has come, now we're all alone.
The darkness has risen, now we're all alone.
The darkness has come, now we're all alone.
The darkness has risen, now we're dying alone.

Why, do you wish I wasn't here?
Maybe waiting for your tears,
Find back home, and I'll will back.

Wish I was, maybe if I wasn't back by here.
Dying in the tombs of death,
Now the gun has shot inside my head,
And I was dead,
And, alone today, waiting for an answer from,
My enemies.
Now I am dead, want to explode like you,
Inside a empty room.

Darkness has come, now we're all alone.
Darkness has risen, now we're all alone.
Darkness has come, now we're all alone.
Darkness has risen, now we're dying alone.

Days beyond our river, and we're lying,
On the streets.
Waiting for an answer, from the days that,
We've lost from our reapers.
Now we're wanted dead, we fall, and we explode,
Like you did.
Welcome home, little rabbit, I'm here to explode.

Darkness has come, now we're all alone.
Darkness is all here, now we're coming home.
We're all dead, and we don't know,
what to do anymore.
Goodbye cruel world, you killed me,
I'm the rabbit in your sack,
Of blood,
And dead today. Now.

You creep me out...Keep going!

Umm thank you....I think. ^_^;;

Check out my songs. On the site I suggested, if anyone is brave enough to hear my voice.

What site? I really wanna hear you sing! ^^ I want to know what site you are talking about thou. ^^;;

SONGS!!!!!

THE FUTURE IS NOT SET, FATE IS.


The war watches us, glancing at us slowly.
Those cold hard eyes, steel fingers of glee.
Inside those mind of metal, I can hear those voices of hate.
Outside of those glistening bodies, I fear them and their date.
Date of the end, the pummeling of Judgement Day.
What causes these horrors, are secrets of the grey.
Dark and hollowed these mechanical killers walk.
They can see, hear, and move but never talk.
Actually they can talk, but words they say are unpredictable.
Questions they answer are so decievable.
Listen to them and they will pretend, waiting for the next assault.
We are doomed to live on this planet, but honor lives for a halt.
There is no escape from the world we crawl, and di.e.
Love and grace is our future, but we'll have to suffer roads on the side.
These roads are events, quests that occur.
One of them is this war, war of the end of death pure.
We will always live on, for we never explode truly.
Yet our bodies will vapor, but our souls will wander freely.
We can watch everything day by day, but seem lonely.
Hearts will glitter in dim lights, for we are ghosts of murky.
First encounter is the virus of darkness, trapping us in doom.
It will hunt us down and cause disaster to our world soon.
Second encounter is the theives that shape themselves in metal.
Thick cloaks of mechanical skin, layered on these rebels.
Third encounter is the war of machines, threat to mankind.
These robotical figures will kill us, but it doesn't end the line.
Fourth encounter involves an invasion of many outer killers.
Unhumane and disfigured aliens that walk in such pillars.
Fifth encounter is a rock, big and larger than the moon.
It will come to our world and eclipse our noon.
Day will be night and night will forever be dark.
For this rock gets closer and opens up revealing spark.
Electricity forms and plasma rays shoot out.
Crushing the crusts of Earth and the planet's mouth.
This is where Humankind escapes and lives on Earth 2.
Many will perish on the journey, but many will live on through.
Earth 2 will flourish greatly someday, with trees and much love.
But for now our planet must live on, so we can dream of our new world above.

Do you make these up?

I was never good at writing poems.
But I have a friend named Essence who is

Yes I do make all of this up. wooooooo

Man! I can never be like you

Well of course you can never be like me! I'm male and you're female, hehe...right?
But you can be a poet like me as well. You must believe in your heart, talk to yourself and it will talk back. Feel open and free, even if you are mad or sad, or in any mood. Poetry helps too. If you are mad and feel like hitting someone, just express that you feel like hitting someone in a poetry-type fashion. I know you can do it. I believe in you!

Thanks^-^
I guess it wouldn't hurt to try.

And yes I'm a female.

YAY!!! Trying is better than doing nothing. Hehe. I'm proud of you! *hugs*

By the ways, if you want click on the "MY SONGS" on my sig, to see my songs that I have made. Just suggesting if ya wanted to hear my voice if you hadn't heard it already.

::cuddles:: Feels so cuddly upon those roses on top of thy hills. LOL!

My golden wolf eyes can see
Everything you hide from me.
No secret is safe from me.
This by right I decree.
When I see you as my prey
I assure you that there's no way
To escape from me.
Death is your destiny.
Never cross me, unless you wish to di'e
A very early, very painful death;
Never trust the wind's vague sigh
For with it your smell upon me is bequeathed.
When you hear the wolf howl,
Then is the time to hide.
For even if you conceal your fear,
My golden wolf eyes can see what's inside.

I think of this a lot.

WOW!!!! O_O That is SOOOOOOOOOOO ROMANTIC!!! I love that poem...such braveness and yet redemption. I love it alot! See, I told you you are a wonderful poet!!!
*huggles*

When you slowly step into the cold flowing waters of the fountain,
I watch you softly wash your face which glistens like a snowy mountain.
My heart pounds harder as my eyes stare closer to your body laying down,
Resting upon the bright clear waters and listening to the waterfalling sounds.
I could not wait so I walked closer and kneeled down behind you,
Your giggles blush my cheeks while I stare back a the clear waters blue.
Placing my hands on your back shoulders and massaging you softly,
You begin to enjoy it for the sensation is lovely.
I smile and cringe my eyes, staring up and the sunlight,
With the dark surroundings around us it seems more like night.
I stare back at you and you turn your head to me watching me blush,
I try to hide my emotions but my face expresses all I flourish.
Again you giggle and my face gets hotter sitting next to you slowly,
With sigh and rest your head on my shoulder and my soul is not lonely.
For when I am with you I just feel so happy and loved,
I will try not to leave you because my love for you is all I shove.
You sit in front of me and stare into my eyes as I look away,
Your face gets closer and mine gets redder, what a lovely day.
Sudenly you pucker your lips and then place them on mines,
I blush and you kiss me for you love me, the bottom line.
I kiss you back and you enjoy it now we are together,
I will never leave you, I promise, we'll be here forever.

I reach for that knife, gripping my hands upon the handle.
Staring at it straightly, shining blade that sparkle.
I raise it to my eye, pointing the edge first.
Staring at the tip of the blade, not scared only cursed.
I hate my life I say, then I shove the knife closer to my eye.
Feeling the pain, but smiling for the pain wants me to di.e.
No one cares for me anymore, then I drop the blade.
I couldn't stab myself, how foolish this knife laid.
I walk to the cupboard and pulling out a gun, gripping it.
Slowly pointing it to my head and laughing, yet crying ****.
Placing my finger on the trigger, kneeling to the ground.
Pushing the trigger slowly, but then, no sound.
It was empty, I forgot to put bullets in.
Upon this wretched world, I am the only sin.
I get up and drop the gun, sighing in hope.
In hope that I explode soon, because my life is so dope.
Walking outside and staring at the bridge, I run closer.
Looking down at the big river, and smiling for this death is better.
Stepping in the street and ready to run, but suddenly I got hit.
A car drove passed me around 80 miles per hour, it slid.
The car jumped off the bridge, but I laid on the street.
My body shredded in half, for I am dead, dead meat.
I wanted to explode, but it seems someone did it for me.
For I am now dead, no more fear of life's misery.

Sorry for being real weird up on my above poem. I was really angry at that moment. And still am. I don't want to talk about it though. Anyways...*huggles all*

Alone in this hidden boxed world.
I feel lonely, lovelost and twirled.
Things are going up-side down.
It seems life for me is falling to the ground.
I clecnhed upon this corner room.
Alone and cold, where all goes gloom.
It's dark and hungry and I feel so sad.
I feel dead, maybe I should be, I'll be glad.
No one loves me, no one cares.
It is like a bomb, that broke off flares.
Fireworks in the sky that stay.
Although, this is the end, Judgement Day.
Maybe it is the end, and I should just relax.
For I'll wait for my love, and the others are just past.
I'll be here, corner up in my world from above.
Still waiting for my her to come back, my one true love.

*puts earplugs* much better, lol

lol, *smiles* Well at least you didn't do something that would make me mad. My poems aren't that loud are they? :hiya:

well, i'm reading fanfics, so nyaaaaah =P i want silence xD

lol, well why did you come and listen to me then? There's no fanfics here my friend. :hiya:

i was just checking topics i'm reading in other website O_O

Oh ok. Me understand. Well just try not to make fun of my poems, k? Hehe.

Where is my gardener? For I am the rose.
I will forever soil here, and her waterpot glows.