Hey!
I'm really a Jake fan, but once upon a time I used to worship Ed. And I've always been dying to write a fanfic about Ed and Gaia. So this is my other fanfic and it takes place when they have broken up and act like they don't know each other.
The first chapter will be up soon, I have just written it.
-Peace-

well hurry then

yeah dude, hurry up
me being an ed fan myself, im extremely excited!! hurry write plz!!!

Ok...I'll type it then.. ;)

THE BEAUTY OF LOVE

1. HOME

Walking into the school didn’t feel good at all, what she always had come for didn’t want anything to do with her. She wasn’t blaming him, but she felt like her heart had been ripped out and crushed between his shoe.
Ed Fargo had been her home, he had been her everything – everything she ever wanted and needed. But she didn’t have anyone except herself to blame, she had crushed him. She’d known that he’d loved her deeply, that devastated and broken look told her so. But she had loved him as well – more than he would ever know. It was just that too much shit had come their way; she couldn’t allow herself to fly on clouds everyday – because she had the most perfect boyfriend.
She didn’t have him anymore, not as a best friend, not as a boyfriend or anything at all. She was nothing to him, but he was still everything to her. But the one person who deserved the blame was the girl looking at that boy with a skateboard under his arm, and his other arm around that stupid but pretty Kai.
That’s right; it was all her fault that Ed Fargo and Gaia Moore were now air to each other.
She couldn’t help looking at him though; if they didn’t talk at least she knew that she would be able to look at him.
Look at that hair that looked so incredibly sexy, that posture that she was so used to and that smile that sent ten thousand knives through her heart.
And when he laughed she couldn’t breathe, she couldn’t stand that Kai got to make Ed Fargo laugh – that was her job. At least it had been until he’d found out what she had been keeping from him.

She really wasn’t a good person. And Ed didn’t seem to realize how great he was, that sweet and gentle yet rough way only he had was simply irresistible to her. He didn’t know hoe handsome he looked in just a t-shirt.
But they were kissing, they were really kissing and all she could feel was the worst feeling ever invented – jealousy.
She wanted to cry, why couldn’t he see that he truly was her one and only, her soulmate and her rock, in the storm that was blowing her away.
Just being with him, she had taken it for granted – she had always thought that they’d be with each other in some way.
Well look how that turned out?
But now she needed him as much as the river needed its rain, like the night needed its moon and like the sin needed its day.
But when he caught her eye, he looked at her for a second like he was seeing her for the first time, before he turned back to his precious girlfriend.
She didn’t even know what she had in her reach.
She just wanted to tell him how much she really missed him. No, what she really wanted to do was to turn back the time.
Now that was stupid, because that would never happen in this lifetime.

No, it was time to move on, he had been all that she had been living for, all that she adored, well it had been ripped out of her life like everything else – she just had to accept that.
Fine, she would deal with the pain but right now she couldn’t see them together. Not when she knew what could have been so real.
He had showed her a home; he had been her home – a place you could only find once in a lifetime.
Now he had shut the door, she couldn’t come in.
He had shut her out of his life, there was no home anymore.
There were just tears.

Hi! Good starting chapter.I like Ed too,although I am a Sam fan.Ed and gaia had good relationship,too.Ed was maybe to most right in Gaias many boyfriend.

Even though I haven't read so many books yet...that was good!

LOL! Thanx...! I didn't think that that was your category D, hehe!

Good chapter :hi:

Thank you... :D

Thats good so far. Its true I am a Jake fan but also like Louise I was an ed fan. :rolleyes:

hehe

more!

Thanx...glad I'm not the only one ;) !

Hi Louise! Yeah, I'm an Eddie fan. Yeah, oh course, the real Ed would probably be staring right back at Gaia and she'd end up missing it...go figure. Are you gonna do like they do in the books where you see the story from another character's eyes, or are you sticking to Gaia? just wondering!

I might do a point of view thing, I don't know! Did u think it was bad?

no, it was cool! Like I said, normally the thing I hate about these is that the characters get wraped, but it does sound like Gaia. Like in this Harry Potter fic I read a long time ago. I had Hermione and Harry all mushy and obsessing about each other and Ron was admitting to loving Hermione and I'm just thinking...this isn't them. But this IS them. Congrats.

Goood, cuz u know that really means a lot to me your opinion on that, ok everyone's opinions but it really does make me feel glad..lol!
And it's kinda hard sometimes cause you have to think like the characters...so I didn't know if I would succeed! ;)

Hey! Louise,you have already shown that you can think like the chacters in your preveous story,Loving you,which I havent heard for a while,by the way.You discribed,geesh,how it spell? Loki and Tom and Gaia wery well in those.

Thank u, yes I'm taking a break from Loving u for a while...but it will come something for that later on as well...now I'm mostly focusing on darkness!

awsome story but JAKE AND GAIA FOREVER

I agree with u there, I might work more on my Gaia/Jake fic now that I know that Jake is...argh!!! I feel like crying and hitting something really hard!!!!

Louise, I know it's bad, but relax!

Yeah I'm trying to..I actually almost cried last night though..pathectic..but yeah!

2. GAIA+ED = TRUE

She was born to be strong and she was born to be a fighter, but right now she wondered; what was the exact definition of strong? Well she sure didn’t feel like it.
If pain was love then she didn’t want it anymore, one more look at them all sitting there being all affectionate and she would throw up.
Every skater reminded her of him, that guy that had broken down all of her walls by just being who he is – by just being Ed Fargo.
She had no one now, Sam wasn’t a possibility to go back to and neither was that Jake that was bugging her. She wanted Ed Fargo.
What she really longed for was Mary Moss, her best friend – the girl who’d taught her how to be a girl. She had seen that side of her that she hadn’t allowed herself to see.
Then she had been ripped out of her life like she was nothing, like she wasn’t as important as she really was. Did she even know how much she had loved her even though she had never said it?
When she had been ripped from this planet Ed had been there, they’d gotten closer.
She wouldn’t be Gaia Moore without Ed Fargo, he was why she was the way she was today. He was why she had a side that allowed her to let her guard down if only for a moment, he had taught her how to laugh.
She was getting depressed and she knew it, she just had to forget. Live and forget, that was what she had to do.

School didn’t seem like a good option anymore, she only felt lonely.
Gaia felt like she didn’t belong around the people who were able to laugh and have normal problems to worry about.
She would never have normal problems; they would always be complicated and hard.
She hadn’t been to every class today but the ones with Ed had a funny way of feeling like tragedy. She noticed things about him she’d never seen before, like the colour of his eyes – it was so deep, that brown colour. Every little peace of him seemed to be perfect.
She was heading towards the exit, just wanting to get out of there – she couldn’t stand being in this building one more second. Gaia needed to use the only outlet she had, the need to find those incompetent scums and beat the shit out of them had never felt stronger.
Yes, that was what her day looked like – and no she didn’t have a life.
In the hurry of getting out into the bad weather she accidentally bumped into a girl.
“Sorry”, she mumbled.
“Yeah, you should be” the girl answered.
Gaia looked at her in frustration; it was none other than Kai herself, with her prince charming standing next to her.
Great, this was really fantastic – what now?
Her hair was looking too damn shiny for her taste. Anyway what kind of girl skated? That was a relationship that was bound to fail – couldn’t they see that?
If her honesty could be heard though, she would actually die for him to show her how to skate.
Ok this was getting really pathetic; he had obviously made his decision. They couldn’t be something, they were better off without anything to do with each other.
For a moment she just looked into his eyes, seeing the pain that was actually lying there for her to see.
There was nothing there left for her.
“Well I got to go Ed”, Kai said kissing his cheek.
He kissed her back. It was really nauseating.
“Ok, see you later ok?” he said smiling at her.
“Sure”.
Ed watched her before she was out of sight, then he turned around and looked at her.
“So did you want something?” he asked.
“No I didn’t want anything”, she answered.
This was really strained, normally one of them would crack a joke right about now – but this wasn’t a normal situation.
She was leaning against a locker and he was standing on the opposite side of her.
Did he even know how good-looking he was? No, he probably didn’t.
They were falling in and out of love. If they crashed they crashed forever.
That was the situation here, they had crashed.
This was the point of no return; if they had lived and learned then they should stay together.
She didn’t notice the unshed tears were slowly beginning to fill her eyes.
Ed looked extremely uncomfortable now, like he wanted to do something but he couldn’t.
“Gaia, we can’t…”
“I know”, she answered when he took a step closer.
“We’re never gonna be good for each other”
“I just don’t want to throw it all away” she whispered.
“Gaia…”
“I know I’ve hurt you alright, and I’m sorry for that but everything I did…was...it was to protect you, it was because I…love…you. What does it take for you to see…” she whispered breaking off.
First he just looked at her, and then he seemed to pull himself together.
“You could have just told me, it sounds crazy as hell. I thought we were able to trust each other”, he said.
“I know it’s crazy, I know it’s totally unforgivable. But I suck at love, when it comes to that I don’t know what to do”.
She wanted him to catch her because now she was really falling.
“I’m sorry”, she said “I’m so crazy to let it happen.”
“Hey”, he said. “I know that you are crazy, I know that sometimes you make the worst mistakes ever, but there’s only one of you in this world and I love you. There isn’t very much I wouldn’t forgive but this is serious.”
He put down his skateboard and put his foot on it, sliding even closer.
“I know” she whispered finding it hard to breath.
The moment the words had left her lips she could feel his lips on hers. It felt cool yet it felt as hot as fire, it warmed her from the toes to every top of her hair.
The spark were still connecting them, it was electrifying.
When her arms pulled him closer tightening around her neck and his arms closed around her waist she knew that this was right. This was the person she had waited for her entire life.

With very kiss she felt fuller, stronger more complete than she’d ever felt before. It had to mean something that you’d just had sex with one guy on the planet. She’d sex with Ed Fargo, she’d lost her virginity to him and now she was kissing him like he was air.
She knew that they weren’t perfect; she knew that they would eventually have to talk about everything – but they were Gaia and Ed now.
He was the one that had seen her exposed, the one who’d seen her naked and the one who’d seen her happy and broken.
He could see right through her and this time she didn’t want to hide.

Hi,Louise! Good chapter.Gai and Edwere good couple too.I havent had no time write my own stories.I am not sure where Allis fair with love ans war is going,and Alias story,I have some thoughts,but I dont know how to write them.Alias show television today in hre Finland.Did you wacthed it,were that Tuesday,when it was shown in Sweden? I think second season was better than third,thrird is good too.

Thanx...yeah I watched it..its good! I like it... :D

Hi! Its slow here this time,maybe everyone are doing something else.I checked the sites, found Sweet valley high forum and some Alias forum,too.I have found some SVHsy books in finnish netstore,and SVU end book,too.The beginnings book interest me.You probably havent had time to check books,those which we were speaking sometime,have you? Just babbling here.

Hey!

Good Chapter, big sis. lol!

Hey!

Thanx..lil sis...lol!

great chapter L! :jumpy:

do you know what? i can't even remember what it was like when gaia kissed ed. at least in round one of thier relationship. anyway, good story!

Thanx... :D

awesome

ur fics r great L...