sunday january 28th 2003,
I wanted to start this journal because the days go bye so fast I just wanted to remember them. The other
day was kinda of crazy. I woke up with the rain pounding outside my window, my alarm clock was screaming
in my ear, i felt horrible. I slowly walked to the bathroom to take a nice warm shower, I usually feel ok after
but i still felt horrible. I walked outside and felt the cold rain hit my face, I made me feel somewhat better.
As i reached the CIA building i saw the most wonderful person walk by. Sydney was always dressed in a nice black suit, she looked amazing in what ever she put on.
I stepped out of the car and ran up to her. She smiled as i came up to her. She asked me how I was feeling, i told her that I was fine, even thought i wasnt. We walked in together just as weiss ran up to us and told us we were late for a meeting. Kendall was passing out pictures of a rambaldi manuscript that Sloane is after, he wanted us to get it before he did. My head was starting to hurt again and i felt like I was going to pass out. Syd looked at ,e with worry in her face.
Her cold hand touched my head, I relaxed again. She asked if I was ok, i wanted her to think i was a
tough guy so i told her i was fine. Then as everyone was leaving and I was just starting to exit through the
door. I felt like i couldnt breathe, I felt my whole body hit the floor and then everything went black.
I hope you guys like this tell me what you think and if you want me to write more
I could go for more!
~Me :wub:
JANUARY 28TH 2003 PAGE 2
My eyes felt heavy as I tried to open them. I could hear people talking in the background, then I heard Syd arguing with someone, I think it was Jack. Finally Icould see everyone, I was in the CIA hospital on the lower floor. When I tried to talk I couldnt, my chest hurt like someone knocked the wind out of me. Sydney came over to me with tears in her eyes, she acted like i was dead. Her cold hand touched mine as she smiled. She told me I was going to be ok, she said that there was a toxic chemical that I must of breathes in I was trying to think on were i would have done that. I asked myself that question over and over again. All I could do was just look at everyone it was an odd feeling. I heard Syd still arguing with Jack, he was talking about my dad.
After the doctor gave my the last of my medication and my voice came back, I asked Syd why she was talking about my dad. She told me that someone was looking for your father, and that he could still be alive. I just couldnt say anything I felt a chill run down my back. Sydney hugged me and told me she would find out as much information as she can, while I go home and get some rest. Then she kissed me and walked away.
I went home it was cold inside, all the lights were out for some reason. When i went to switch one on the bulb exploded and a some of it whet into my hand. It hurt so bad. Then I stopped moving when I heard footsteps around me. I couldnt see him, all i saw was his shadow. He told me that I had to go with them. A painful shock hit my back. It felt like forever when I woke up in a dark wearhouse.
Ok i hope you guys like this i tried to make it more exciting i will continue it soon if you want me too.
wow! this is really good! :)
Ok I finished this story on another site and just wanted to post the rest so I can catch you up to the other story SYD JOURNAL.
january 28th 2003
I looked around to see a bunch of people looking at me. They had black see mask on so I couldn't tell if I knew them. Then one of the men came up to me and hugged me. I was thinking to myself who is this person hugging me. When he took off his mask I could almost die, my father was sitting right in front of me.
I found out later on that he worked for a secret group working with the CIA. I was so happy to see him, but angry that he didnt come home. I kept thinking to myself why wouldnt you tell you family that your alive. It was apart of his job he told me, I didnt care. I asked him why he took me the way he did, He said that some agents arn't suppose to know about their secret group.
I stayed awhile to talk and get to know some of they guys that worked there , of course eveyone of the men that were supposly killed with my dad worked with him. Then came the big question, he wanted me to be in this secret group. I just knew I couldn't because of Syd I cant leave her, I told my dad about me and Syd. I was kind of upsetting when he acted like he didnt care.
Then I heard a loud bang on the outside of the wearhouse. They ran towards the door with their equipment and got in position. Without warning all the doors of the wearhouse sprung open. There was weiss comming in from the back along with half of the CIA team. I couldn't move I just stood there with a shocked look on my face. Then came Sydney, looking more incredible then ever. My dad stood there with his arms up looking as he was getting ready to attack sydney. Then Sydney grabbed him and knocked him too the floor. I didnt know what to do next.
january 28th
I saw Syd grabbed him around the neck, i ran over and grabbed he arm. She looked at me with shock, i told her about this whole misunderstanding. She helped my dad up and introduced herself. My dad looked at me with a smile and said that I have great friends.
Later on that night at my house Syd came over for dinner, i wanted everything perfect. My dad was going over to my moms house and is going to try to explain everthing. I saw a big flash outside the window and hears the rain coming down hard. Then I heard a soft knock on my door. I opened it to a cold and wet Sydney. She was wet from top to bottom. I pulled her in so she could get warm. She still had a smile on her face even though she was cold.
All i had for her to wear was something of mine, she looked better then me in my own clothes. I was suprised when she pulled off he shirt to put the other one on, I felt like I should look away, I got nervous. Then I smelled the food it was almost ready. I knew she liked pasta so i made her favorite chicken alfedo. We sat by the window so we could watch the rain, I think that was the best night ever.
After we finished eating we sat on the couch, she put her head on my chest and started to fall asleep. I looked at her and all I could do was smile. Until there was a knock at the door i slowly got up not to wake her, I couldnt believe who was at the door.
January 28th
I couldn't believe who was at the door, It was irina she look awful. Her face had bruises all over and she was holding her side. She asked for Sydney, i helped her to the couch. Syd came running over, asking her mom a thousand questions. Irina just kept crying in pain, I never thought i would ever see her cry. I got her something to wear because her shirt had blood all over it.
As Irina slept, I had a long talk with Syd. Irina wasn't able to tell us who did this because she was so badly beaten. The first person who came to mind was my father. He hated Irina and I think that he could have done this. Syd looked at me with tears in he eyes, I held her close. She sat next to my on the couch a held me tight until she cried herself to sleep.
I couldn't believe all of this happening to Syd, when everything started to go right something awful always happens. I had to see if this was my dad that did this, I left them both asleep and went to car, where I saw my dad standing. He was waiting for me. The look in his eyes were full of disgust and anger. He told me that he heard I was helping Irina and letting her go on missions with Jack. I told him it wasnt my choice it was kendall's. He turned around and started to walk away, then stopped turned his head and told me " you need find out who your true friends are, beacuse some might be enemies.
I didnt know if he was trying to tell me something, I got back into the house and looked into the bedroom where Irina was sleeping. I thought to myself is this someone I should trust. I sat back next to Sydney and touched her face. I closed my eye's and drifted into a dream.
March 1st
I woke up today with the smell of food, I looked up to see Syd in the kitchen. I walked up to her and put my arms around her, she jumped a little beacuse she didn't see me coming. I asked her if she had checked on Irina, she told me she was still asleep., and that she woke up during the night and she had to help her to the bathroom. I felt bad for her but there was still apart of me that was angry, she lied about my fathers death. Then it all came to me why would she lie to me and to Syd.
We sat down at the table, Syd looked up and smiled at me with her wonderful smile. I asked her what time she had to go to work. She said 9:00 but was was she going to do with her mom. I told her I would have weiss stay over here because he wasnt working. Sydney started to laugh, she said Weiss was going to freak when he finds out that she alive.
We arrived at the agency to an angry Kendall saying how late we were. He wanted us to meet him in the meeting room. When I step in the door I was shocked to see my father sitting next to Jack. He had to be up to something, but what. Kendall walked in and introduced my dad. I looked over at a nervous Marshal who introduced himself.
As I was about to sit I heard someone yelling in the hallway. I looked out to see Weiss holding back Irina. Syd ran out to her mother, as Jack yelled at her to stay away from her. I ran up to Irina with Syd. Jack , Kendall, and my dad stood there with a shocked look on their faces. Irina pointed to my dad and yelled you did this to me, at the top of her lungs. All I could do was look at Syd to see her reaction.
March 1st
Syd looked at my dad with a shocked look on her face, my dad walked up to Irina he just stared at her. I asked him why, he told me he saw her walking towards my house and thought she was going to hurt me and Syd. I explianed to him everything, but he just didnt get it, it hate for Irina wasn't going away.
Weiss took Irina back down to the cell, Jack just couldn't beleive that she would come back after she gave the rambaldi pages to Sloane. He wouldn't even look at her. I looked at Syd I could tell she still cared for her mom, that she saw something in Irina that we didn't.
I walked with Syd into my office, her eyes were filled with tears. She asked me "why couldn't my family be like everyone else's." I held her face in my hands a wiped her tears away. I told her I would be here for her and that I loved her. I couldnt believe it I said it I told her That I love her. I felt my hands start to shake a little and i felt hot, from being nervous. I waited for her reaction.
March 2nd
I forgot to finish writing yesterday so all continue.
I actually told Syd that I loved her I sat there with a bad feeling in my stomach. I just didn't want to hear the words lets just be friends. I saw a smile appear on her face, then she hugged me. "Do you know how much I wanted you to say that" she said. My heart went from beating really fast to normal again. I felt happy for once in my life.
I looked at her with a smile and she just started to cry again. I asked her if i said that at the wrong time. She told me she was crying because she was so happy. Just as I was about to kiss her Jack walked in. I froze, he looked at me then Syd. He then asked syd " Why didn't you tell me she was here". I tried to explain to him that she just showed up last night and she needed to rest.
Just then Kendall waled in with an angry look at started yelling at us. " You just put everyone here in danger, you dont know what she could have done". I just thought to myself if Irina came here to hurt someone she would have already done it. Kendall was so angry that he just walked out followed but Jack. Syd and I just stood there with shocked looks on our faces, we could even speak.
March 2nd
I couldn't believe that Kendall and Jack just yelled at us like that. Syd just looked at me and told me she wanted to get out of here. We walked to the car, I ask her where she wanted to go. All she said was "anywhere but here".
We stopped at my house because I wanted to put stuff away and get a jacket. Syd was excited because she has never seen my house. The first place she went was my room, I ran up to her and said she couldnt go in. "Why can I" she asked. My room was a mess and I didn't want her to see it.
She gave up on my room, and went and sat on the couch. I sat next to her, she already had her eys closed. Her eyes then opened and she smiled really big. Then before I knew it her arms were around me. She asked if we could stay here and watch a movie, I couldn't say no to her. We started to watch The Matrix. I smiled as she fell asleep with her arms still around me.
March 3rd
The next day at the office we had a meeting right away. Kendall wanted to dicuss the situation with Irina and my dad. We knew that Irina couldn't be trusted, we needed to keep a closer eye on her. She's not allowed to go on any mission. My father was going to be apart of the CIA again, I wasn't sure if I trusted him completly yet.
Sydney talked to Kendall about seeing her mother, she wasn't allowed to see her until they new she wasnt going to use them again. Jack was against Syd seeing Irina at all, I knew he would never trust her again.
Kendall found another location where a rambaldi artifact was supposly at. Syd, Weiss and I had to fly to Italy. It was located somwhere in a Museum, behind a picture frame. Marshall made a palm pilot that can scan thew anything. We finally found it behind a Blot picture. As syd and I were going to get it, Weiss told us that Sark just entered the building.
Syd quickly grabbed it but a guard stopped us because he thought we were trying to steal the picture. Just then Sark walked in, he was follwed be some men that were working with him. Everyone froze and I didn't know what to say next.
MARCH3RD
We all looked at each other not knowing when to move, Slaone walked in with Weiss by his side. He told us to give them the artifact and let them out, if we do that Weiss will be fine. I was worried what if they were lying and shoot Weiss. Syd walked over and gave Sark the picture and Weiss walked over to her. Sloane walked over to sark and whispered something into his ear.
I watched Sloane walked away, then looked back at Sark. I didn't think it would be that easy. Sark walked up to syd and something, I watched as a tear fell down her cheek. She looked at me and then at Sark, I heard syd repeat no no over and over again.
Just as I was about to walk over to them I heard a shot ring out, The pain ran through my whole body. Sark shot me in the arm. I fell to the ground and looked up to see Sark grabbing Syd's arm and pulling her to the door. Weiss ran up to me and helped me up. I screamed in pain, I couldn't move anymore. My heart was beating fast then started to slow down, I just kept looking at the door.
March 5
I kept on staring at the door trying to yell syd's name but all that came out was blood. I tried to gasp for air but nothing was coming out of me. Weiss ran up to me and said" Vaughn an ambulance is on its way here, I have a team following Sydney". "Vaughn can you here me, Vaughn, Vaughn".
I woke up to a doctor and nurse talking to Jack. I watched them leave, Jakc walked up to me "how are you feeling". I still had no strength to talk, but I asked him for Syd. His eye's dropped, all I could think was that Sydney was dead. "She was in an accident Vaughn, she in the next room but she not awake yet". I tried to ask him what happened, he said he would tell me later.
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As he left I started coughing, I looked down to see blood on my hand. Jack walked outside to call a nurse. I black out but came back. When I felt better Weiss walked in with some women. It was my sister, she walked up to me and touched my face. "Dont do this Vaughn you need to get better" I smiled and said "Im going to be fine" I asked Weiss about how Syd was doing, he told me she woke up about five minutes ago. I wanted to see her really bad, but then the pain just kept coming back.
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I wanted to keep writing today for Vaughn, hes in intensive care right now. I just want him to get better. I dont really remember what happen to me, I can remember that Sark was driving and someone was hitting us from the side. We started to spin and then, I woke up still in the car, Sark's head was on the dashboard. I woke up again here at the hospital. I was about to ask how Vaughn was doing, my dad ran out over to his room. I waited for about ten minutes, I didn't want to here what Weiss was going to say.
I thought Weiss was going to tell me that Vaughn was dead I was really freaking out. " Vaughn was put in intensive care, he's not doing to well Syd". Tear came to my eye's, I just kept saying "He's going to be ok. I have been waiting here for what it seems like days, I just wanted to see Vaughn.
I walked into his room, he was so pale. I put my hand on his head, he was really hot. I sat down next to him and held his hand. I just wanted all this to go away. I felt movement under my hand, I look to see that Vaughn's hand was moving, He was waking up. His eye's looked over to me and he smiled." How are you feeling syd ", he asked me. "Im feeling great".
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Sorry I havent written in my journal in so long, but Syd has been helping me catch up. Today Im taking Syd out for a picnic on the beach. I hope she likes red wine. We have both been taking a break from the CIA for awhile. I needed the rest and Syd needed the break.
Today I thought I would make this an even more special day. I went with her dad to pick out a ring, and to ask him If I could marry his daughter. I had written inside the band. " I will think of you, not matter where you are". I think for awhile Im going to take a break on writing I need to spend my time with hopefully my new wife.
~This is my last entry March 7th 2003
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